Wedding budget down the drain

Wow Heather I would be pissed. I agree with the girls, maybe you can postpone the wedding and take time to save more money and sort out the problem.

Wow, I was really mad when I posteed that first message, I don't think I have ever been that mad.

He came upstairs and I was sitting on the spare bed bawling my eyes out. I told him that we need to postpone the wedding because we should not get married with this lack of communication. He didn't want to do that. He knows that he is at fault, but I also am taking some of the responsibility for not "writing down" everything that I needed to purchase.

He really doesn't want to postpone the wedding, we are both looking forward to it so much, afterall it is our wedding. I think with me threatening him, it scared the poo out of him, because he emailed his banker and told him that he needs to set up a meeting with him as soon as possible- with me there too.

He admitted that he has a shopping problem, which is huge.

How I found out? He told me. He sat down beside me and said "I screwed up big time."

I know that he thought that he was okay, because he had some money saved up in a "rainly day" investment that would ultimately cover the cost of the wedding, but, because the stock market crashed and the Canadian dollar fell off it's rocker, he lost over half of it.

We are going to meet with the banker this week to figure out options, because depleating our bank accounts is not an option.

I do really see some good coming out of this. We have had some communitcation errors in the past, but nothing this severe. Plus, I told him that my biggest concern was the fact that he isn't taking my opinion into consideration. I told him how much that hurts and I know that by me saying that, it finally hit home.

He really wants this to work, and so do I, so we are going to try to figure something out instead of postponing the wedding.

Plus, I'm going to phone the local church and see if I can get up into pre-marital classes.

I can honestly say, I have never been that mad in my life. Wow, I think that there was steam coming out of my ears.

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wow, that is completely crazy. I would be seriously worried about your financial situation in the future. It's often the people who make the most money that are the most irresponsible with it and end up in huge debt.

If the idea of calling off the wedding scares you (how could it not?) how about giving yourselves a month to go to counseling to discuss this situation with a professional and then made a decision in a month or two from now once you've been working on resolving the problem. If you do go ahead with canceling the wedding it's still 2 months notice.

Yeah, that's why I'm wanting to find some pre-martial classes to go to.

He used to be really good with his money. When I first met him, he saved absolutely everything, had zero debt, and would not use a credit card unless needed. Then we got together.

Maybe a phase? Do people go through them? I know it's nothing bad: like drugs or booze, but what would make a person spend so much money in such little time? Maybe stress? I know he has been stressed out at work for about two years now.

I think the message that I was trying to get across is sinking in though. I feel like a crazy person for also airing my dirty laundry over the internet too.

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I like the tv too much to sell it!!!! LoL.

No, like money isn't really the issue. At this exact moment it is, but, as I said, he does make more, individually, than what an average couple combined does, so it's not whether or not we need to urgently sell off our possessions to come up with the cash. Plus, things lose so much value once they are owned, so I would feel very upset after spending so much money on something and not getting that money back.

I know that, if we have to, we will take out a loan, then after the wedding, within a few months, we can pay it off.

I also do blame myself, because I am very good with money, that I did not take the wedding budget in my own hands. I am the one who is doing all the buying/planning/etc., so in all actualilty, I should be the one controlling the money for it too, instead of always going to him to get it.

This has definately been a huge eye opener for both of us. We both need to work on this together, and I don't want to blame him 100% for it, because that gets us, as a couple, no where. Thankfully, we caught it before it got much worse.

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good luck heather!! hopefully this will be something that brings you closer together as a couple and opens the lines of communication.

i think pre-marital classes are a great idea. we're doing that too... just because we think it's a smart idea.