Confessions

Mine....I Hate my FMIL! so much that instead of having the wedding i ultimately want with everyone there i decided on a DW. The people that are coming with us don't even know becouse i can not risk her finding out & showing up. (she would do that, uninvited & un-announced). When my Fi said he would have to invite her if we had a wedding at home i made my decision.

Seriously I'm convinced she is the root of all evil. And she is going to be so mad when she finds out & she was not there!

Ok maybe i'm evil.

There is a huge ice storm moving in so I decided to send all of my staff home.

It's about their safety of course, but also because I need to make some plans and hang out on BDW!

I confess that I feel sooo bad that I am getting married in Jamaica and my family and friends are not going to be there. I never thought I would feel cheated out of a traditional wedding. My FH is somewhat shy and jumped on the idea of getting married on the beach. I wish I would not have mentioned it now!

I also feel alittle resentful because my best friend planned a vacation to California 2 weeks before my wedding because she has never been to the San Diego Zoo. If she was going to take a vacation why not Jamaica? Money is not an issue with her and her fiance'. Also I flew to Florida for 4 days when she got married the first time!

I already feel better about it since I am saying it outloud...:-)

Okay, it's not exactly a secret, because I'll tell anyone who will listen, but I'm at the point with this planning thing that I really just want someone to come in, tell me what hotel I'm going to be married at, what day to be there, what I'll be wearing, eating, listening to, etc.!

And, I am completely and utterly astounded that those of you who managed to get through all of this and marry the loves of your lives did NOT end up in an insane asylum.

Oh, and I love you all, because without you, that's exactly where I'd be.

i once stabbed a hobo walking down the train tracks and dumped his body over the bridge... wait a minute? that wasnt me...

k lets see here . i dont really have may secrets. im pretty open about everything. but something to confess would probably be...

-i still think pegging (tight rolling) your jeans is cool

-people who keep those little stickers on their electronics because they think it will make it look new longer ANNOYYY ME

-i always confuse daniel and danielle

-i have a third nipple.. wait that was chandler

-butt rock power ballads are some of the coolest songs ever

-whenever im up in high places like tall buildings or something i want to jump off... or atleast throw something really expensive off of it

-i twitch my nose because it gets bored sometimes

-i havent paid my taxes for last year .. dont tell the IRS.. im getting to it...

-i came back to edit and put this one in- my girlfriend and i just broke up and its kind of a relief because her family is sooooooo different from mine. and i dont see that meshing too well. i mean my family doesnt really smoke pot, and drink heavily, not that they werent nice people just i couldnt imagine the firs time they would have had to meet. talk about awkward

Jean-Marcus, sorry for the breakup, that sucks

My confession-I have OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder) and i take meds for it, well that and depression. I was diagnosed when i was about 10ish. i used to be a hand-washer and checker. Now, i mainly check things, like whether or not the doors are locked or the stove is off. It sucks and i hate it. I have major anxiety issues too. Like tomorrow it is supposed to snow here. I do not have to go anywhere but everyone i love does, so therefore I worry about it. or like, sometimes and believe me as i type this, i realize how stupid it sounds, but sometimes i worry that if i don't say be careful to someone, then they will get in an accident or get hurt. typing that makes me want to cry!

i never really am late for work but i used to be late for class all the time. Ry helps me because he will just say, yes it is off and yes it is locked, so that helps!