Off Your Chest

okay that is really odd girls, let's just hope I don't get a period anytime soon!

Me too! So weird....

Dear Evil Woman who also teaches AP Government,

 

1. I am an adult, please speak to me as though I am

2. The syllabus I spent 20 hours creating, turned in and got approved by the college board is the syllabus you MUST use

3. Don't tell me you don't understand the assignments on the syllabus when you have never once asked me for clarification

4. Don't act like you are being put out for having to have a meeting with us

5. YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME!!!

Coming down there doesn't help... trust me, I have tried! I left WC with several pictures of the flower arrangements I want when I visited in August. Since then, I have send countless emails with even more pictures and descriptions in an effort to be helpful (ok, ok, I kept sending them because she wasn't replying and I was pretending to have more stuff to say in the hopes that she would respond). For every 5 emails I send my WC, she replies with 1 email... and then only answers 2 questions out of the 20 I sent her!

I am asking for pink flowers in square vases filled with limes... this isn't brain surgery... why the F am I looking at violet flowers in a round vase wrapped in leaves?!?!?!

Mike does that every time he goes anywhere (never calls)....soooo annoying!

k's is 11/3 and i know he'll pull that w/ me too!

i just realized you're getting married njea weekend

Dear women who is interested in adopting Dodger,

 

why, why why do you want to take him from me? If you didn't like him so much then we would be able to keep him longer, I know you love him but so do we. :-((

Dear Seller: What the F is wrong with you? You knew that the final inspection was today and yet you failed to show up our make sure your agent was there to represent you!!! You failed to fix four out of the six issues we had, and your lameass boyfriend gave us stupid answers regarding the fixes. ALSO why in the hell did you not get the termite inspection completed? I mean are you a moron? YOU told me that you wanted to move out by this weekend, what the hell? Get my future place in tip top condition or else I will have to take you to small claims!!!! UGH!!!

 

 

Yes, I had a wonderful day. Looking forward to a brand new day tomorrow...

Dear Neighbor,

Why can`t you keep your trash together and tell your 3 spoiled kids to stop throwing things in to my yard, my dogs bite them and make a big desaster without mentioning that they can get sick!

Dear Dad~

 

Happy Birthday, I wish you were here so we could celebrate, I can't believe you have been gone for a year already, I miss you so much. I can't

seem to get my act together life is just so damn lonely without you in it. The kids miss you so very much, Kenda misses her "how's my lil princess", moments with you, and Nicole is missing her book buddy. Timothy tries so hard to take care of his gramma, you would be proud, he cuts her grass takes out her garbage and calls her everyday. Liam well he is growing everyday and I fight to keep the memory of you alive.

 

I thought I knew how much you did for all of us, but I guess I never really knew the extent. It is so much work taking care of Nicole without your help, juggling the kids and hospital visits, and therapy without grampa picking up the slack has been difficult. Your steady resolve that Nicole will get better has left me, I need to hear your reassuring voice that all will work out.

 

I got married without you, it was hard, it was beautiful but you were really missed. Timothy is getting confrmed, he doesn't want to without his grampa by his side like all your other grandchilden had you, not sure how to handle this one. Our house is beautiful, thankyou for all your hard work you put in to it in the planning stages, I'm sorry you never got to see it.

 

I'm sorry about many things, I am sorry that the cancer was missed because you were so wrapped up in what I needed from you in regards to Nicole. I'm sorry that when I noticed you were tired, I thought it was because you were taking care of my kids, plus driving to sick kids everyday to make sure I had dinner, and Nicole was doing okay. I am sorry that the last year of your life were spent worrying about us. I am sorry you cancelled your cruise with mom because you didn't want to leave us while Nicole was so sick, and I am sorry that mom is now on a cruise with a new man that she has met. I am sorry we didn't make it to Ireland, I will go one day in your memory, I promise. I am sorry that no longer believe in God, I know how important he was to you, and maybe then your death would be easier. I am sorry that I have not been the strong person you raised me to be lately, I keep trying but life just keeps pushing me down. I am sorry that I went to get coffee and you died without me by your side.

 

Dad I would have made a birthday dinner for you, as I always did we would have sat around the table drinking red wine, talking politics(no one wants to do that with me) enjoying the friendship that I was lucky enough to have with you in adulthood. I don't fit in in our family anymore, I try, mom tries, Cathie tries, and Sean tries but we all know that it was you and I that were bound to each other and no one quite understands me. We will keep trying Dad because once we stop we will lose what you were all about, your family.

 

I am heading to the cemetary in the morning, I hope I have yet to make it inside the gates, but I am going to give it a try, Liam baked cupcakes and wants to picnic, we'll see.

 

Dad I love you, I miss you,

Kelly~