I honestly don't know what to say...

[Heidi]

I am completely blown away right now. I just got a package in the mail from BDW. And I honestly don't even know what to say. 'Thank you' can't even begin to describe how I feel and what I want to say. I just want to go find each and every one of you and give you a huge hug.

 

My heart was completely broken 2 weeks ago with our horrible news. I haven't been able to get myself together for very long since then. I've cried myself to sleep every night and wondered about all of the 'what if's.' Simply put, I feel like I'm broken. And you're all helping to put me back together.

 

I'm sitting here crying, and for the first time since Oct 5th, it's not about something bad or sad. It's because all of you are so wonderful and thoughtful and kind.

 

I know there are a lot of people out there who think that online forums are 'dorky' and wonder about people who have 'forum friends.' But the support and friendship I've found on here is just simply incredible. Words simply cannot do it justice. You have supported me with this more than ANYONE else in my life. You've been there for me through this whole ordeal, when not even my friends at home knew I was pregnant. And I know you all wanted this baby to stick around just as much as I did; and I cannot thank you enough for that alone.

 

I wish there were something more I could do express my gratitude for everything; for the kind words, for the virtual shoulder to cry on and for everything else.

 

I can't believe what you did for us, it means the world to me. I wish there were something more I could say. But thank you. Reggie and I both thank you so much.

[Christine]

Heidi so happy you got the gift and just so everyone knows, we bought Heidi and Reggie a gift card for BedandBreakfast.com so they can take a weekend away.

You girls are amazingly generous and truly are a wonderful community.

[-Kate-]

No one deserves it more. You have been through so much - more than most people deal with in a lifetime.

 

(And I'm glad we finally get to know what Christine picked out!)

[TammyB]

This is the reason why I've been married for going on 5 months now and I'm still apart of a wedding forum. You girls are awesome and Heidi you need some time to relax and be happy.. From everything you went though on the fifth, to your piece of sh*t boss... :-)

[MelissaH]

You both deserve it after all of this!

 

 

 

Thanks so much Christine & all the mods who put this together!!

[Nrvsbride]

Heidi I am so glad you liked the gift. And I ditto everything that Tammy said, you deserve it after everything you've been through. I just hope that it can at the very keast relieve some of your heartache. You and Reggie def deserve and need this weekend away.

 

Christine thank you so much for putting everything together. And thank you to all the girls who opened their hearts (and wallets) to help a fellow BDWer. I love this forum, everyone is so genuine and caring.

[Alyssa]

I was wondering when it was going to get there!! Your reaction is exactly why everyone pulled together - to hear you happy and feel joy - priceless!

you and Reggie enjoy and TAKE PICS! Haha

[JaimeLynne]

YAY! Christine, great choice - I've been dying to know what you'd pick.

 

Heidi, YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!

 

Everyone here is just so amazing.

[PaulaV]

We love you Heidi!

 

(Thanks for putting it all together Christine!)

[A10CalGal]

Awww Heidi, so glad to see this first thing when I signed in. I totally agree with you - this forum is amazing! I am so glad we can touch your heart as a group and be part of your healing. We love you!!