Have to cancel. So distraught.

[vlynnw]

I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this - you're feelings are completely normal and would be expected of anyone. It's not easy to have to postpone something you've been looking forward to for so long. Just remember that you love your FI and one day you will be getting married and when it happens you'll look back and realize everything you've gone through together is completely worth it.

[Flasong]

Don't feel bad for feeling selfish. All of your emotions are justifiable right now. Having yuor dream wedding in 2011 isn't that bad..even though right now it probably feels that way! Good luck and keep us posted