I didn't do alot of pampering/makeup/girly stuff before the engagement, but I'm now being bombarded by people selling makeup, skin regimes, weight loss plans, etc. I have never felt so insecure about my looks before & I refuse to feel that way now. I guess they did get me a little bit cuz now I am trying to lose about 10 lbs, even my skin tone and practice my "smile" lol problem is now I have no idea what I am doing so its all trial & error *yikes!* Gonna have to visit the Merle Norman counter for free makeover to learn about this stuff! lmao