You should feel okay venting to all of us...it's what we are all here for...we are all going through similar things and we get it....once the venting is done..you'll feel better and be able to feel all the happiness and excitement that you want and deserve. Â Having said that....it's a stressful time...but it's also an amazing time and you need to sit back and enjoy it...all the craziness just adds to it. You have to remember that not everything will turn out exactlty as you want it to...and so what??? Everything happens for a reason...and everythinhg will be a great story and memory..... Relax....Breathe....and Enjoy it all