Well, I've always dreamed of this big romantic out of the blue proposal. Well, My BF (Fiance) & I are living a part until Oct. He's away working atm. He's an american & I'm Canadian We've been tog. for 5 years now & more inlove then ever. Well, when I got back from DC a few weeks ago, I was online looking @ the wedding dress that I've had my eye on for 2 years. There were only like 3 left so I started to panic. Right @ that moment , Ben calls while I was upset & ordered the dress right away ( no, he didn't see it) Ever since then we've been wedding planning, have the date set. More things bought for our wedding etc. Now he tell's me, he's been looking for an engagement ring for quite sometime & wanted to have the perfect "unique" ring for me & already had it & was planning on asking me as soon as he saw me. which will be in a couple of weeks, I'm super happy that every thing is on its way & were planning, but yet so disappointed & sad that I know everything