I've been doing everything for the wedding that can be done right now. Even if he was home I would still be doing it all. lol. All the ideas that I have, I run by him and ask him what he thinks, but its always,"Whatever you want babe" lol. The DW was his idea so he doesn't care what goes on while were there just as long as were there. LOL
And yes, its VERYYYY lonely. And you don't so much get used to it, but you just learn to deal with it. We don't know exactly when he leaves again, in the summer he will be going on a ship I think. We will stay in Halifax for about 6 years but he'll be going on tours, so I will be here but he won't