Quote: Originally Posted by Mrs.R2be 2bebridejamaica Thanks for the tip on Raffita Fans, and congrats on gettting your registry done. It's funny but my FI name is Jason and we call him Jay too. Is your FI name Jason ? Yeah he is a Jason... or as his fam says Jace.
Oh those damn raffia fans... I started them the first day they showed up from O.T. now I have not touched them at all... I need to get like 15 more done still.. YIKES. I just for some reason have had no motivation to do all my DIY stuff, and I know it NEEDS TO GET DONE NOW! I guess it's the stress in me a bit. Jay doesn't seem all that interested in helping and well since I am now down to just 1 BM for Jamaica.. it's hard to keep going. I know that is why I never even bothered to registar till lastweekend when my FMIL pretty much told me that if I didn't I was gonna end up with "ass wipe" and toilet seat for gifts at my shower.. LOL... sorry had to tell ya what she said cuz I'm still crackin' up from it.
So honestly girls, I've had some serious ups and downs with this whole process... I LOVE Jay and I am soooo happy to be going to Jamaica because it's exactly what we wanted.. BUT (yeah here is my but).. I feel super alone and mostly not sooo bride-like in the normal eye. If that makes sense. Almost isolated really. I started with 4 BMs and then lost 1 completely as a friend because she blew up at me even after she told me she wasn't gonna go to Jamaica.. "You think too much about yourself and this damn wedding you are just being a B**ch to the regular girl" WTF was that, I'm getting married and I'm sorry thats all I have on the brain!!!! Then all in the same weekend about 2 weeks after that. I found out that my MOH and 1 BM were not coming because someone else bagged them ( and the bagger never even told me), and canceled her stay to Jamaica which left my 2 girls with not enough money to go along with that BM getting into an abroad program and is now going to Ireland for a simester. The economy is screwing my MOH and she is super upset with how this all happened. Now my last BM well she recently has been totally distant and told me she wasn't sure if she could handle everything right now.. she recently had some serious surgeries and I think she is down in the dumps... but I can't figure it out since I never hear from her anymore and only been getting VM's.
K really gonna stop now since I am sure you are all set with my madness.. but I guess I just had diarhea of the keys... LOL...
So girls lets annalize me ... what the heck is wrong?