Sarah, I'm so sorry. I lost my job last August, it came as a complete surprise to me and as a total shock. I had just bought a house last August and we were in the middle of planning our engagement party for October and planning the upcoming wedding. I've been freelancing and Mark has been very supportive, it's been hard but everything is coming together and I'm counting my blessings. Everything will also come together for you, and I know it is easier said than done but you will see. How can we be of help?