I feel you on this...I too started off excited and full of ideas and all these details I wanted...then it became stressful, my job, photographer issues, MOH drama and it really affected me bc I didnt want to do anything wedding related. I'm slowly getting back into it now but I'm just taking it one day at a time. Just think about how nice everything will look and how much the guests are going to be talking about all the stuff you've put all this detailing into and maybe that will give you some encouragement.