Thanks everyone for all your support! I'm feeling better about it now, I have severance through next month, so should be okay! Oh, and you guys will never believe this, so 2 nights after it happened, I had a nightmare, woke up screaming and jumped out of bed only to run into the edge of my computer desk and slip on something else, landing face first into the floor...my FI turned on the light, so confused, and there was blood all over...I may have broken my nose and just found out I have insurance for one more month, so I'm going to the doctor next...WTF! Bad week! But, I think that things can only get better! Thanks for all your well wishes!