Mo...I'm also so sad for your and your husband's loss...and, I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I can only imagine how horrible you're feeling...we all know these things happen all the time, but we just never expect them to happen to us and I'm sorry that it happened to you. I can try to be positive and tell you that these things happen for a reason, but I know that won't make you feel any better. I do promise to keep you both in my thoughts and prayers.