You are definitely not alone in this I am sure! As much as you want all of your friends and family there, DWs can be tough for a lot of people to make. Some for financial reasons and others because they have a weird chip on their shoulder about you having one. It sucks initially but you aren't getting married for them! And for all of the people who make it, you will create an even stronger bond. I hope it gets better and please keep us posted!